i've nothing

grad party season is fully on. blah. it's always so awkward running into people you semi-know. what do you say? how are you? how's school? when do you graduate? who really cares? i've never been good at small talk.

i'm just trying to keep it all together, i think. i have a lot of work to do, but i'm not making ANY progress. i think slacking off for a good month was enough recovery time from the semester, but now i'm having a hard time getting back into work!

these concerts aren't going to plan themselves. but how sweet would it be if they just WOULD?!

ugh.

i need a to do list. or a personal assistant to just tell me when to do things. i think i'd prefer the latter. kind of like a personal trainer, though. someone to beat me up when i'm slacking off. that would be the best.

little things have been getting me down lately. the way things are handled. in general. actually, and surprisingly, that was the PERFECT way to sum it all up. the way things are handled.

i'll probably be out of town trying to start my life while you're in town successfully ending a part of yours. wrap your mind around that one and tell me how it feels. except you won't. not now. months down the road when suddenly you want me back in your life. haha yeah right.

right. well, guess it's time to move on.

shower time.