this is my life

i've been dead for awhile.

i've been watching this one movie for an hour.

there's so much i want to do with my life and so little time.

there's this scene i've been playing over and over in my head. it could be one i would have to act out in reality, but i'm really hoping it never comes down to it.

i want things to be clean. i want things to be simple.

i regret not going to the preakness today.

i regret not looking for an apartment sooner.

i know i'll find somewhere to live. i know i'll find enough money to thrive in la. i know i'll be okay.

i wish i could dance.